Me & Me....

Happy Mother's Day!

GENTING TRIP
Well Well... an overdue post i guess....?
ahahahha..

becuz the school needs something for the "Family Outing" themed week.. i had to dig some "interesting" stuff out...

interesting = javis looks cute + mummy looks good..

no obese or fatty arms pics of mummy ok?

hahahahah....

well.................... mayb i shld post the "Before Genting Trip" and "After Genting Trip" pics of myself instead... kekkekeke...

ACCEPTING AS IT IS

i was suppose to close the chapter that i last blog about.
telling myself.. close it off after seeing the light ya.

life is short and i shld move on. i shldnt be looking at it anymore.

but after some tots... i decided to post this post before i close out this chapter.

the lesson comes hardest from someone who u tink u still treasure after so many times of deception. only when it comes the hardest.. then u realised its time u put a stop to it.

i still give thanks.
for showing me how hard truth can get.

nope.. i wasnt in flames over the entire issue. jus takin time to be in acceptance of the truth.

With this post.
I finally close out this story.

APPLE TREE
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我种了一个小小的苹果树。

苹果树开始结了苹果。
有的苹果是好的，有的苹果坏了。
有的苹果只有一点点的小差， 还是好的。
有的苹果收了之后，还是坏了。

我承认不能对每个苹果有同样的照顾。
但是我从来不会嫌弃也不会要求每一个苹果都要有一定的完美和甜。
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Funny little theory?

Over the years... the apples in my baskets has been so little.. i have lesser and lesser time to look after my apple tree... apples harvested are getting lesser and lesser...ha.

Something happened recently about an old fren dat sets me tinking about many tings. i cannot understand why. thr are a lot of whys.

sometimes i dun understand if its really so difficult for someone to say something in honesty.

Did i asked for anything more from you and did i take any advantage? I merely asked for facts and nothing else.
I dare say i did not.

after so many yrs....
am i such a person who will have ever or persistently asks for something in greed? have i bothered anyone about what i wan? have i?

There are some things that need not be done. really. but i appreciate your efforts to try and soften the impact of damage that has already been done.

There's a saying that goes: "Old habits die hard"

Please do not forget, i may be blur. But i am also trained as a designer, AND i look at details.
There are some things which ppl do not see.. but i did.

I am not as blur as you may tot me to be.

*sigh.

S C H O O L?.........

Try asking my son if he wanna attend sch..
sometimes he nods his head... (prob tinkin of huge playgrd) and sometimes he gives a confident "No".

Officially it has been one month since he started school on 22.2.2010.. almost a month.

Out of 21 days, he attended 9.5 days.
Out of this one month since he started school, his temper has been extremely erratic.. un-cooperative and sleep has been disruptive in the night.

me?

i ok lar... liddat lah.. if not... "How?"

Sooner or later he has to get used to it right?
Sooner or later he has to understand that school will form part of his life and he will have to spend like some at least 15-20yrs of his life in school yeah?

and hopefully be like his "Long 舅舅” that he can keep on advancing without the need to step into the big uni of life?

Will de will de.

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